so im sitting here, it's 2am and im listening to avril lavigne's complicated and i realized that life is "complicated." like avril says, "life's like this...that's the way it is". because sometimes arent we all a confused 16-year-old girl just frustrated with the complications of life? i mean sure you probably dont have "fakeness" issues with a skaterboy or whatever, but if you replaced those problems with your important personal problems like money and looking cool, it really hits home. man this song really touches me. no, not there. lower. yea, it touches me right there.

trickster: tried to attend my discussion section for my history of film class yesterday. what a waste of my time. there were no introductions, no syllabus handout, and no discussion. and to think i wasn't even going to attend first day of class. what a load of crap. on the brighter side, melin, teresa, bev and i fed our hungry-man selves with deli sandwiches and bottles of smirnoff ice from porter's pub. yes, i don't have to watch those older students through the window and wish i were them anymore... because now, i am one of them! i should go to porters when the crew team celebrates. talk about a bunch of buff hotties. whew! =)

nerd alert: geisel was incredibly empty yesterday because, duh, it was just the first day of class at ucsd. unfortunately, bev and i studied at geisel to catch up on some of our classes. aww, missed out on typhoon outting with the girlies. damn! i needed that night out too. but there will always be other nights... other crazy nights of course.

today:
- work -- boring! however, it's payday =)
- pads v. diamondbacks
- the forgotten with my boy friends and girl friend.

movies to watch this weekend:
- first daughter
- criminal
- motorcycle diaries
- when will i be loved
- head in the clouds

it's finally here!!!: sd film fest. when: it's from sept.29 - oct.3. where: gaslamp. soleil moon frye and james van der beek will make an appearance during the showing of, sonny boy, a film about soleil's father's experience with alzheimers. bev, were you the one that told me about the movie, dear frankie? it sounded familiar when i read the synopsis. let's go this year, okay?!

listening to flava flav on aj's playhouse. ya know, OG hip-hop pioneer of public enemy... hahahahaaa.