i was contemplating whether or not i should attend my vis arts media lab today and i thought, perhaps the TA would just take roll and introduce themself and then bizounce. but noooo, there wasn't even lab today, godammit. stupid me. and to think that i wanted to start off the new quarter as a responsible and dedicated student. well that just backfired! stupid! school's dumb. i just needa finish college and then probably look into EMT, which doesn't pertain to my major at all. stupid!